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Amanda, the big sister, gets dispatched from the war because she's incapable to carry out her nursely duties. She goes back home and moves in with her younger sister, Mattie and her child Ruth. Mattie's husband is serving in the war, so Amanda takes over and loves having her sister and baby all to herself. By the time the war ends, some devastating events take place - Mattie drowns, Amanda raises Ruth, and Mattie's husband Carl returns. Carl raises some questions when he gets back - What happened to my wife and how did she drown? Christina takes us through Ruth's coming of age, her friendships and her consciousness on how her Mom drowned. This is a page-turner that keeps you begging for answers until the very end.
It makes one think about secrets. Do you have any secrets that affect other people? Should you tell your secrets, or let destiny unravel them for you?
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Amanda Starkey, suffering a nervous breakdown, leaves her job as a nurse caring for wounded soldiers and returns to her family's farm on Nagawaukee Lake. Her parents dead, Amanda's sister Mathilde lives there with her three-year-old daughter Ruth, waiting for her soldier husband Carl to come home from a French hospital. Over the summer, the sisters move to the house Carl built on the lake island Amanda has always thought of as hers. Then, shortly before Carl's return, Mattie dies, drowns in the lake under mysterious circumstances.
The child, Ruth, remembers that she drowned too, a claim Aunt Amanda dismisses as a dream. "But Ruth maintained that she had drowned, insisted on it for years, even after she should have known better."
His leg badly wounded, Carl, bewildered and grieved, faces a difficult child who doesn't remember him and a sister-in-law who has everything well in hand and impatiently checks his questions about Mattie's drowning.
The story is told through various points of view, primarily Amanda's and Ruth's, but other characters as well, from Ruth's schoofriend to the wife of Amanda's former lover, Clement, a man the reader is unaware of until a chance meeting preceeds Amanda's second breakdown.
The details of the devastating affair emerge in bits, remembered very differently by Clement and Amanda, while Carl's memories of his marriage blur and give way to brooding suspicions and little Ruth excersizes a child's power over her world through willful stubborness.
Schwarz reveals her characters through flashback memories - Amanda and Mattie's childhood and Carl's fears of inadequacy, and through the guilt and love that shape and drive each of them. She examines the roles of shame and secrecy and the reverberations of these powerful motivators in the lives of innocents.
The innocent at the core, Ruth, exerts more control over her life as she grows and seizes a more central role in the novel. Torn between loyalty to Amanda and her own drive for independence, Ruth makes clandestine visits to the lake island where she last lived with her mother, seeking signs of her there. Moody and unsocial, she is ignored at school until one popular girl befriends her. Unwilling to return to her friendless state, Ruth endlessly entertains Imogene, who, she realizes, craves drama. "It took a lot of effort, sometimes, to have Imogene for a friend."
Amanda struggles to contain herself, to allow Ruth her own life. But she has kept so much bottled up that a spark of disobedience can blow apart her carefully constructed normalcy - the everyday aspect of a woman without secrets. When Amanda loses control it's scary and dangerous, giving rise to questions: Have the events of her life unbalanced her? Or was she so precariously poised that all she needed was a nudge? And, of course, what role did she play in the death of her beloved sister?
Schwarz' writing is deceptively plain, like her stalwart country characters. Her prose flows with easy grace, creating an atmosphere of brittle peace and brooding portents. Danger shimmers around each ordinary event as the secrets wriggle and push their way closer to the surface, moving inexorably to a cataclysmic, ambivalent, poignant climax.