i came across this book some years ago and i have to say it has touched me in a way no other book has. this poor women must frist live threw the pain and guilt of her ex husband shooting himself to death in her own home. then has to go threw the living hell of her only son doing the same a few years later. she goes in to great detail about the guilt she lives with and all of the what ifs. she tells of how she feels her job and boyfriend maybe took up to much of her time. this is a book that all mothers should read ..i still dont know how susan white lived threw this and went on to write other wonderful books god. bless her and her family. this book is so well written i read it in one seating and twice more over the years she tells you all aboyt her sons short life how he would bring her wild flowers his bike raceing the gris he dated and the one who broke his heart. if only someone had come forard and told her of his threats of killing himelf but i myself who as a young gril also tried to kill myself but by the grace of god a stomick pumping and a stay at a wonderful mential hosptail over came and recovered completly .and have become a mother myself of the most wonderful little boy.who i hope has the toos to deal with lifes pain unlike susan son and myself.

When I first read Susan's book ,many years ago, I wondered how she managed to write a book exposing every raw nerve in her body. But I know why...she saw a chance to shine light on the very complex problem of teen suicide and to help people prevent and understand this tragedy. As far as I am concerned every young person and parent should read this book...it is well written and deals with this problem in a very human and honest way. The lady shows great courage in letting the world see her pain so maybe insight can be gained.

Susan's book about her son's suicide is a must read for all parents. It is heart breaking, but in her intensely personal story, she reaches out to help others understand what so many of us do not know. What you find out reading this book could save your child from possible self destruction. As a mother of three sons, I have read this book several times, and learn something about this courageous woman and her family each time. The untimely death of her son touched me deeply, and I feel some of her pain. As I said, it is a must read for parents, and I am pleased to see it available again.

I know Susan and can't say enough about the strength of this woman. This is a lovely book expressing great depth of feeling. I have sent this book, over the years, to many grieving frinds and I am in the process of again sending this book to a lady who recently lost her father.

Anyone who has lost a child, particularly through suicide, can feel the pain of the mother who wrote this book. At the same time, the author provides insights and liberation from the feeling that one 's emotions are unique in this situation

Susan Whites'ex-husband commits suicide after a divorce that was supposed to be part of a new life. 3 years later her 17-year-old son Jody White shoots himself at their farm close to Baltimore. Questions over questions. Susan tries to answer part of them. Honest.

This book is right from the heart of Susan White-Bowden. Each chapter is another snippet of her life from former news anchor to stay-at-home grandma. I love her sections throughout the book called "Out of the Mouths of Grandchildren." But, my absolute favorite chapter (and it is hard to choose just one) is called, "Summer Camp." Susan was able to do "MeMe's Camp" for all six of her grandkids since they all lived close by. It was a wonderful experience for all, and a very special time for her. She also reminds us that grandmothers can be youthful and productive at home as well as in the community...and sexy, too. Good for anyone turning 50 and facing the second half of their life. This book is full of fun and inspiration. Make a cup of tea, put your feet up, and enjoy a really good book!

I never met Susan in the years I've been here in Baltimore, but her books have been a wonderful find. I have all three of her books, and have enjoyed reading each and everyone of them. I first read "Everything to Live For" which was the tragic account of her son's suicide. She did not know her son was at greater risk of suicide since his Dad had committed suicide. With three teenage boys of my own, I read with interest her story and felt her grief at the loss of her only son.

I loved "Moonbeams Come At Dark Times" turning 50 in the 90s. This book is full of wonderful stories about growing older, but staying young-at-heart. Susan is indeed a remarkable woman who has at last found happiness with Jack Bowden. I remember seeing them on TV, and missed them when they were no longer there. I felt I had once again found a long lost friend when I discovered Susan's books. I love the chapter on "MeMe's Summer Camp" where she plans a camp on her farm for her grandchildren one summer. It is inspiring and shows her love for her grandchildren. The giving of time (her own camp) rather than money to send them to an organized camp somewhere. I can't help but think that her grandchildren will remember this always. I sure will. Easy to read and re-read, even of you aren't turning 50!

"From a Healing Heart" (and I am sorry to see it is out of print, are you sure?) is a lovely book with pictures by Susan's daughter, Margorie White. It takes you through the stages of grief, and is an excellent book for anyone who has lost a child, lover, friend, or anyone dear to you. I highly recommend these books and hope that Susan writes more in the future. As I said her writing speaks to me: she feels like a friend I never met!

What a fabulous book. This should be required reading for all of retirement age. I am not of retirement age and enjoyed it tremendously. All her books have been excellent. I hope she continues to write. Thank you for a wonderful book, Susan.