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Absent of self-pity, he takes stock of his own shortcomings and the way he flounders through young adulthood once he escapes the hinterlands. Lemay links primal childhood experiences with actions he often feels compelled to take in later years. His search for a sense of adequacy, belonging, and accomplishment make for an in-depth portrait. He makes fascinating connections between unresolved family attachments and the ambivalent relationships of his adult years.
The motivations of an artistic frame of mind, the development of childhood dreams into adult realities, and the frank openess regarding the well rounded life were absorbing to this reader. I thrilled in the author's willingness to reveal these aspects of his life and was able to identify all the more because of his honesty. I also found this book to be a counterpoint to much of the writing of the WWII era that cast a halo of vagueness and false steadfastness around its occupants.
Lemay's childhood fascinations with fictional characters and movie actors developed into pursuit of acting, then playwriting, and later work in the publishing field. A follow-up memoir called "Eight Years In Another World" chronicles a subsequent, intense period of screenwriting for television.
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Lemay provides an interesting depiction of the struggles anyone would face in the fast-paced, pressure cooker environment of soap operas-- creating 5 one hour dramas each week with no time off for reruns-- and gives us some hints about his own particular reaction to the stresses. "Eight Years" does not, however, contain the depth of insight and self revelation that the preceding memoir did. A reader who had not read the first volume would not realize the desires, experiences, and unfulfilled hopes that drove Lemay to throw himself into a cauldron of obsessive writing, quest for quality, self imposed isolation, and acceptance of inane corporate superiors. The costs of such compulsive self discipline are outlined but not as completely detailed as in his first book. Implied in the book is the incredible convergence of fate that brought a man who had been so long striving to enter another, better world through sometimes dramatic means to a television show that needed a theme about longing and the lengths to which people will go to find satisfaction of their dreams.
Much of the book is devoted to the plots Lemay created for the show. This hints at the role of fantasy in the mind of a damaged child, creative adult, and questing person, but the author refrains from exploring at length the links between addiction to writing the ongoing lives of imagined characters and the deprivations of his actual history. The continuing drama of his show's characters do propel the book the way they do a soap, which is fun. The pain of Lemay's decisions, however, seem underplayed. Nevertheless, as a two volume memoir, "Inside, Looking Out" and "Eight Years" make for a compelling portrait of a man one might like to know better. The books raise curiosity about the plays he also wrote and the teleplays of "Another World" of the 1970's that may be lost forever except in the memories of fans lucky enough to have seen them in their single airing.